Finally..

Finally, here I am, working as hard as I can to finish all of my work only hours before the actual BLC is complete.  However, I am wondering why they finish two and a half weeks earlier than the regular school, there isn't much I can do about it.  I fear that there may be a class that I can't finish, but I will try my best to complete anything that's in my way.

(I couldn't post these on the assignment.)
Did you find it useful to keep this blog? Why or why not?
-I didn't keep it very well, however, I believe if better kept, I would have found it extremely useful.

Did anyone leave useful comments?
-No one left useful comments.

Would you do something like this again? Why or why not?
-I would love to do something like this again, differently of course, but I would love to simply because it keeps track of things, I'm able to share my feelings on a day to day basis and keep things in check.

It began..

I hadn't felt the real anxiety until after the "Special Week", and each day I would sit and think "I should do my homework right now", and sat for hours on the computer not doing it, just eating the time away, thinking I would just do it later.

It continued..

During that week, I believed that I was truly back at it, doing homework every day and caught up and that everything was going to be okay, but then it backfired again and I got lost, behind, and started procrastinating again.

One week to save them all?

There was only one full week that I actually did work every day on my assignments, and that week I felt like a huge failure to everyone at the BLC, it was quite scary, and I'm still scared to this day.

Week by Week

Time went by fast, and I couldn't keep up, each day I said that I would get work done, was another 10 that would pass by of me doing nothing, it was a scary time for me, and I was unsure of how to solve any of my problems.

First Week is the Best

     I had gone into the year thinking that I was going to complete all of my classes within the first two months.  This was my first mistake..  Each day I would wake up and say that I would get them done by the end of the day, and every time I tried to get it done, I would just blow it off again. 

     Procrastination quickly became my master.

The Start of A New Year -- (8/25/14)

     This story starts about 4 months ago, when school was just starting.  I'm in an online program with my high school that they call "The Blended Learning Center."  It's not bad there, I absolutely love the online school that I'm involved in.  The teachers are amazing, and extremely helpful.  This story isn't necessarily about how the school is, but how I am doing in it.

     The answer to that: Not Well.

     I'll have to explain later.